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MC thoughts and rationality slowly became clouded, eroded and parasitized by the hormones secreted by the egg inside him, he began looking favourably on his situation, being fond of the alien, thinking that it's fortunate he's in this planet rather than his home planet where he was seen as consumable. At least Kashan takes care of him, feed him, give a good fuck, responsible, powerful etc etc all the nice things. After MC laid the first egg, he got depressed thinking that he's useless now (it's just bcs the hormone from the egg has depleted cus well, it's out now). He begs the Alien to breed all the time so MC will have egg inside him all the time so he can always feel on cloud nine (basically drugged w dopamine rush active constantly).
Kashan does not love MC. He took MC bcs MC landed on Kashan's land. What he felt is the instinct to breed and produce offsprings. Thermo tribes do not have human emotions such as love. What Kashan feel is a strong urge to take responsibility to this breeding vessel. He takes good care of MC to ensure MC is happy because it affects the quality of the egg. Happy spawn : high quality offspring.
I already finished the novel lol. Idk what to feel w the ending.. well this story is just smut anyways

Not me waiting for Kashan to fall in love........