help

im trying to find this bl. i cant remember much about it. the ukes past relationships were always super bad. i cant remember exactly how he got w seme but it had something to do with "even if the apocalypse happened i wouldnt date you". there was also this one scene where the seme literally started scolding him mid sex like "if a guy pulls some shit like 'i dont have a condom' smack him". i think there was also a scene where the uke teases the seme for being just a big dick with no technique and then gets railed lolol. im p sure it ends like, "theres no one else id rather spend my life with than you". please im going crazy