it frustrates me because jaechan had a very abusive childhood, he grew up unloved and scorned by his own family, so him dedicating his 2nd chance at life to other people frustates me a lil
I agree It is very frustrating, but at the same time it's really hard to hate. Because of the family abuse he basically views himself as total crap and lacks self-worth. I haven't read the novel but I like how in the webtoon, the interactions like trying to achieve something at his own expense (body), petting his rich friend who acts like a baby, trying to use his body just to get connections, let the guy grope him just to let her in the team. Hell, in the beginning just sacrificing himself and kept telling them about the trap. It just saddens me to see this and then have other characters calling him selfish.
Indeed, it's so frustrating to see. Even Woojin sincerely wished for him to return to being selfish lol. It's even more heartbreaking when his brother pointed out that since Jaechan was used to being unloved, he desperately wanted to make a bond with people he's attached to
I finished the entire novel (read it btw!), and i am also annoyed by how self-sacrificial jaechan is! He’s still a pretty strong character, but this aspect of him pisses me off sometimes lol