me and my boyfriend of four years just broke up, someone pls give recommendations to help ...

Are we sad or mad?

Burning effect, not all that much romance and extremely gripping plot. Also good luck, hope, you feel better and screw him.

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/neko_s_massage_salon/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/hiroware_koneko_to_moto_yakuza/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/mirukarani_ayashii_futari/

Lost in the cloud
Dawn of the dragon
Hatemate
Spinach bouquet
Our youth