Sir Ennis, there are many things you need and those in the simplest terms is to communicate, trust, adapt and time. Communication will help you deal with your problems like your emotions, your questions against reality and to break your misconceptions and beliefs. You will need to have someone to TRUST like sir Glunn to where you can communicate and spill your secret problems to while feeling emotionally safe and secure. After that you will need to ADAPT to the changes of your knowledge since your kingdom full of homophobic people layed out laws for things like "love between men is forbidden" hypocrisy as to where you will arrive in, sir Glunn's country where you can love freely and more likely to embrace your self more than that kingdom. And then give it some time for you to adapt to the changes naturally as it takes time to heal, adapt, change, and grow. [i am just saying what I wanna say and I am not a real therapist, just saying an advise)
Sir Ennis, there are many things you need and those in the simplest terms is to communicate, trust, adapt and time.
Communication will help you deal with your problems like your emotions, your questions against reality and to break your misconceptions and beliefs. You will need to have someone to TRUST like sir Glunn to where you can communicate and spill your secret problems to while feeling emotionally safe and secure. After that you will need to ADAPT to the changes of your knowledge since your kingdom full of homophobic people layed out laws for things like "love between men is forbidden" hypocrisy as to where you will arrive in, sir Glunn's country where you can love freely and more likely to embrace your self more than that kingdom. And then give it some time for you to adapt to the changes naturally as it takes time to heal, adapt, change, and grow.
[i am just saying what I wanna say and I am not a real therapist, just saying an advise)