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kuroo.hoee June 8, 2017 7:19 am

So lately my life is just waiting for death, how i view my life.
So i wait, time passes, and its over with. Its hard to explain but im just waiting for death?? My mind is at ease and im only 14, im just like in my head "Ahh, none of this will matter anyway, im gonna die so who cares?" Is this a really bad attitude to have or? Like i rather not do something, because im gonna die anyway whats the point?? I'm not gonna put effort into something when im gonna die. Life just cruises by, time just passes faster and faster for me, im kinda lonely to so like i have no one to share this with. Like walking down the street im like, "Who cares your gonna reach the destination anyway, you wont even remember walking." So now im like "Your gonna die anyway so who cares?" Gahh im to lonely im thinking about this way to much. Sorry for bringing this to this site but its all i have (,: i told u to scroll so i mean its ur fault anyway.
*waiting for anonymous comments saying some shit*

Responses
    Anonymous June 8, 2017 7:35 am

    I feel like that sometines also, but im not sure if its bad or not. Maybe try looking for something that will motivate u, such as a hooby or something. We all are going to die but theres no point in sulking and keep thinking about it. Just my suggestions go out and do something that contributes to a better world, something that makes you feel like your making a diffrence even if its small. I try to do other things, but i still acknowlege that fact but because i am going to die what do i want to leave behind as something that will influnce others to help the world 1 step at a time....idk if that makes sense, but i tried(〜 ̄△ ̄)〜

    Anonymous June 8, 2017 7:37 am

    in that case, why don't you search for your faith? I know how you feel because I felt it before and still do some time and then but I still try to keep going. Why? Because I don't want to wait until it's too late and realize that 'oh so this is my purpose and that no matter how many times this happens-no matter if it's a career you choose in the future-i won't be bored' .

    Nonni June 8, 2017 7:43 am

    You have at least sixty years to go, find hobbies you enjoy, learn something new, don't despair - it is just teen hormones ... it will pass. And you can make a difference in the world, small or large, you just need to motivate yourself.

    Urushihara Phantomhive June 8, 2017 7:45 am

    Everyone's aware that they will die someday but they don't throw their life in a corner due to that; infact that's all the more reason to treasure it.
    "If you're goin' to die, then why not die enjoyin' it", is what they say.
    So buck up.

    jackO'lantern June 8, 2017 10:28 am

    I have had that exact same though ever since I became a teen. I thought it was just a phase, but I just graduated from being a teen and yet I still have that thought in mind. We're all human so it's normal to think about death at one point...
    But hey, like Urushihara Phantomhive quoted : "If you're goin' to die, then why not die enjoyin' it"
    ...It's best to distract yourself with anything you'll enjoy. I do just that by watching anime (especially the funny ones); learning how to play an instrument or two; and, reading books and manga of all genres. Eventually, I'd come across something that gets me hoping to live to see it to the end...like the ongoing mangas I'm currently waiting for updates on for example ...( ̄▽ ̄)

    Anonymous June 8, 2017 12:18 pm

    it's like something I read in a book "les pensées de Pascal"
    it's a frensh book, if u can read frensh or maybe one day u finded a translated copy, read it, it's really worth reading

    Yukio Takamiya June 8, 2017 12:52 pm

    Just like everyone here is saying, many people including myself have had this thought before. But instead of thinking' I don't care cuz I'm gonna die eventually', try finding a purpose for yourself. Hobbies are an option, but what I personally recommend is doing something that gives you a thrill(obviously not drugs and illegal stuff that psychos get addicted to). Maybe commit to a sport or have a nice time at the theme park. Give yourself a day or two to truly enjoy yourself, distract yourself from negative thoughts. Or simply keep yourself busy. The main thing is to find a purpose in life.

    kuroo.hoee June 8, 2017 2:49 pm

    I have things I like and i wouldn't say im in a coner of dispare but im just wondering why does everybody try so hard to accomplish stuff? Eventually one day everybody will be forgotten so idk anymore but thanks guys X3

    Urushihara Phantomhive June 8, 2017 4:53 pm
    I have things I like and i wouldn't say im in a coner of dispare but im just wondering why does everybody try so hard to accomplish stuff? Eventually one day everybody will be forgotten so idk anymore but thank... kuroo.hoee

    Everyone do and will get forgotten, that's very true but does that mean we should fall into despair and existential crisis just because some people will not remember us and our achievements?
    Because that means that we are majorly living for other people rather that for ourselves, wanting to show off to others and all that. In other words, be a people-pleaser. And if one were to do so, do you really think that person will be truly satisfied with their lives and themselves?

    Yukio Takamiya June 9, 2017 8:22 am
    I have things I like and i wouldn't say im in a coner of dispare but im just wondering why does everybody try so hard to accomplish stuff? Eventually one day everybody will be forgotten so idk anymore but thank... kuroo.hoee

    You're completely right in saying that one day, everyone will be forgotten. But if you're going to stop caring just because you'll die one day, then you're not going to live a satisfacting life. When you stop caring, life becomes boring. Why everybody tries hard to accomplish stuff is because they have a purpose and a goal. Without those, there's no point to life. You live so that you have something to do. And trust me, when you stop caring, it won't be long before you start thinking about suicide because you don't see the point in being alive. So find something that sparks your interest alright?