Guysss anyone i am a really fucked up sadist its the any books yo can shareee yaoi please

caste heaven and everything Ogawa Chise related

http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/60089/ some are like less fucked up

Anything by Harada, mainly the Gintama dj's. Caste heaven is really good

This is one of my favourite mangos, not super messed up http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/shirouto_yankee_kikiippatsu/

Yatamomo... actually anything from harada
Retsujou
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/tourou_no_ori/

Hope u havent read these yet.... im also searching any rec.?

Sadistic Boy is my absolute favorite but the other works by that author are pretty good too.