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so after this chapter mc tries to khs but is savrd by ml and brought to the hospital. mc had amnesia for a little while so ml tells him they are in a happy relationship and his parents died. ml is super nice to him now and treats him very gently. soon mc regains his memories but doesnt tell ml until he finds out then mc goes to a therapist yay In the end they have a healthy but also obsessive relationship and they are jolly.
That basically sums it up but there is a lottt more detail. i js dont remember bc its been a while since i read the novel. T-T

Yeah this is way too sick for me. Its just sad and depressing and I like depressing stories but this one is just kinda heartless and I see no good ending coming from this.