do u have some bl recommendations that you think is very toxic but you cant stop reading i...

sure, these are some!

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/swallow_you_whole/

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/cry_me_a_river/ (not up-to-date with this one, but I remember it being toxic)

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/backlight_1/

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_boundary_of_delusion/

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/yes_ka_no_ka_hanbun_ka_manga/ (the uke becomes unbearable so I kind of dropped it lol)

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ghost_of_paradise/ (it is so messed up but I actually liked the plot! 10/10 would read again cause the shit is not celebrated)

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/redoing_my_youth_in_another_world_the_god_of_death_is_my_fanboy/ (characters are ass but I still read this until chapter 26, so yeah....)

These r toxic but im just too invested and I wanna see what happens T-T

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/prison_dogs/

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/formless/

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/negative_love/

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_edge_of_ambiguity/