Guys, I just realized that I was a victim of a bet too in highschool, now that I remember ...

Guys, I just realized that I was a victim of a bet too in highschool, now that I remember all the whispering Nd the guy who told me some things my bf was saying to his friends, now I get it, Nd why the females in my classroom were flying some messages in small papers, wich I knew after a friend told me what was written on one of them, that I should just k..ill myself! I'm nauseous to my stomach, Nd I wanna cry .... Although so much time has passed but it still hurts ...