Honestly, I could not agree more with your opinion. I have read quite a few rapey stories within these past couple of years as I feel, they have gained a lot more popularity and this is the only one that I ever read was truly disgusted with to the point that I stopped reading. around chapter 16 or 17 I just jump straight to chapter 30 to see if he was gonna kill him or something because this character seems the most miserable of any character I have ever read about. I’ve never been so mad reading a story before to the point that I’m like yeah I can’t read this anymore. Mind you this is the first time that I have ever felt this way about any story I have read and I’ve been reading stories for over a decade.
Thank you!
The SA while he was asleep (I had hope cause he stopped the penetration when he said it hurt but no, this guy is disgusting), the straight up rape while he was awake, not that being asleep makes it better but he was begging him so he can’t even pretend to have some illusion of consent, killing people for no reason, the Ml blaming himself for not saying no harder?? Or somehow thinking he lead him on. I don’t understand, this was so disgusting I was physically cringing and holding my breath, I skipped past the first two rape scenes hoping to see him kill this guy or run away and I couldn’t take it anymore, only to come to the comments of people praising it and essentially saying he doesn’t end up getting away from him. I’ve read stories with SA and obsession but this isn’t it, this is just gross. There is no love, this is only defilement. You’re all foul beings.