Help! Looking for bl manga.. the setting is high school, main character falls in love with...

Help! Looking for bl manga.. the setting is high school, main character falls in love with his best friend, who gently turns him down and introduces him to one of his gay friends. Main character is really upset but starts to fall in love with the gay friend. Gay friend also likes mc. Then best friend starts to regret turning mc down because the whole time he just didn't want to accept that he had feelings for a guy. Best friend panics and rapes mc, then he goes temporarily blind and deaf from guilt.