Ahh my head hurts!! But still I want to know what next?

I just hope there will be a satisfying resolution about fl birth&soul and playback on the trash male shaman and the garage princess-syndrome black hair girl....if not I be seriously losing my mind after all the mental, emotional and psychological damage I am been suffering after reading all the twists and revelations from the chapters from 45-63 ╥﹏╥