i dont think i remember it anything like that. what i remember while reading his POV is him remembering heesoo as dojin's loyal friend since he was a kid and nothing more before going overseas. then years later, he came back and met grown up heesoo. (the vibe i got was) he found it amazing bc he grew up. in his mind, heesoo was a kid who kept on chasing his loner lil bro dojin yet now, he looks calm and collected, mature, and reliable, different from what he used to know which was his usual goofy self with dojin. tho i dont remember at what point dojun fell for him, but im betting on >= at that time, not when he was younger.
tho tbh, i read this since ages ago so maybe im wrong or i missed smth. i just came back here bc of superstar ( ̄∇ ̄")
Tbh just the meeting them as a kid and them getting together later is weird still, like you saw them as a kid but it’s not as insane as full on incest and pedo shit. I can’t be talking cause my parents got married when my mom and dad has age gap of 16 years.
Idk whose memory is right, cause I can’t even trust my own. I don’t blame anyone though, it’s hard to keep up when it’s been so long I read this, and so many new BL popping left and right

Dojun over Dojin any day.
Hyesung hate was so forced.