my full thoughts

the plot is absolutely top tier, and there is so much PAIN. (;´༎Д༎`) asdfghjk your heart just weeps and my feelings are suck a conundrum. like the beginning made me LOVE Ido. like literally made me want to gift him the world so he can give it to sejin. but while seeing the flashbacks and seeing his past cold demeanor and horrible behavior the pain and tears in my heart was palpable. asdfghjk seeing how shitty of a man he was broke my soul. AND now i’m just LOST do i love him do i hate his soul. asdfghjk i don’t know. like i HATE how much pain Sejin went through like THAT AMOUNT OF SUFFERING is WHOLLY UNNECESSARY. he’s just a small baby who has never known love and that breaks me even more. sigh. so i hate him so much but i can’t find it in me to not want them to be together because it’s not black and white BUT IT IS CAUSE HE WAS AN ASSHOLE. but he literally was just a man living for the first time. and their past life was so much full of miscommunications and misunderstandings. and Sejin was so much in post abuse mode to even conceive that Ido was someone who loved him wholeheartedly and without healthily. instead of a replica of the only other long term relationship he has ever been exposed to which is his “family”
so in conclusion plot 10/10 it’s so gray area that you don’t know IF YOU WANT THEM TO BE TOGETHER OR NO BUT SEJIN SEJIN deserves everything. and Ido deserves happiness too just ASDFGHJK IDK