I think this story is not good enough to stomach

stomach brutal fantasies of the author. This is not the first drama I've read in which uke goes through disproportional senseless violence, but the main couple here is either unrealistic or insane. Not in a good way.

Uke in this story longs to be a victim of abuse, a total sacrifice, I swear. You can curse me, guys, and explain that it was all because uke was consumed by guilt , but how can he still be hung up on seme after years of being treated THAT way? And even in the next life he still "loves" him with the whole intact memories of being brutally tormented to death by this man. Does this love seem realistic to you? If this character resembled even a little a real person, he would avoid seme like a plague in his next timeline! It is pretty romantic to hold a believe that love outcomes everything, but no, in real life it is not. If you treat someone the way seme here treats uke and this person still stay with you - this is not because of "love".

As for seme I don't even wanna comment. I just want to say, that someone who treats ANY other living person that way can't be considered a human being. The seme's violence here isn't happening in a state of affect. It goes for years meticulously planned and conscious evil acts of degrading other person to the ruined nothing. I am lenient to abuse to some extent in romance, it is not like hit or rape itself is unforgivable in any story. But the seme here simply cannot be empathized with. I know you, lovers of this story, explain yourself that although seme is unredeemable trash, he is still well written complex character who has motives to act this way out of his tangled feelings and confused mind. I don't buy it. Well, may be this character is a well written form of merciless brutal psycho, but not an example of a sane person capable of love.