i don know what to sayy but

ARGUABLY ONE OF THE BEST STORYLINE EVER. THIS BL EATS. THIS IS THE MOST REALISTIC ROMANCE STORY IVE EVER READ. but. I hated it. I hated it throughout my 6hr reading journey. Because i have experienced this. I had a boyfriend thats rich, has connections, and is popular in school and i'm just an average being; poor, low social life, and just plain ugly. His mom hates me. His mom talks about me belittling me and my life situation to her friends simply because im not all that and she hates that her son is not going out to sum influential gal. He doesn't even know this. He doesn't know that i got transferred to a different section in school because his mom hates me. We broke up to him still being clueless about his protective and strict mom. It was the most traumatic experience in the prime time in my life (teenager) and even after 3 years (today) i still haven't moved on. This makes me cry because i resonate with this story and i feel it 10x times stronger. This inspires me so much and i'm so glad that i found this gem.
Okay but can we also talk about the sex scenes.. it’s so cinematic and so hot ! and how are they so MAGESTICALLY SO BEAUTIFUL. I LOVE EVERYTHING even tho i hated it. if that makes sense.