God i think i just love the idea of love huh
what do i do now
Sorry pal, I can't help cause I have never been in love.
Somehow, I don't understand love, That is why I'm here reading Mangas and manhwas.
Sometimes I feel jealous of people's love, and sometimes I feel reassured that I have never been in love because of how dangerous and crazy love can be. But, I enjoy reading people's love stories cause they make me feel happy, tingly and warm inside.
I think we might actually be in the same boat bc i never fell in love either, i only had like 2-3 tiny crushes when i was in middle school and its been 10 years since then i think i just crave a feeling i never actually felt and thats probably the reason why i always read mangas with love themes too.
I dont think i could ever be in a real relationship but the idea of love is so tempting, i just cant stop thinking about it
I know i always come here to yap about how desperate i am to fall in love but please let me be, i feel so vulnerable talking about it to my friends or anyone i know offline.
i dont want anyone to see my heart all naked again, i want to scream how much i love love atop of every roof of my heart but i'm scared i'm so fucking scared of love it's getting ridiculous... I just realized that i was being a fucking coward for all these years so i really dont know what to do with all these yearning i have in me. I know love is not all that pretty and i witnessed it firsthand but i still need it. It's been so fucking long since i even felt a crush so i just started yearning for the love itself, and not a person. If anyone saw this or felt the same emotions before, please give me a solution because im about to go insane. .