MY THOIGHTS EXACTLY I was reading it and was like this is so confusing we’re missing so much and we barely saw the seme’s face at the start WVERYTHING was blurry omg ITS ALL MAKING SENSEE ANDNTHEN boom the feelings started to change smts changing I love this so much this is literally peak.
What is it wht makes sense I don’t get it please explain
like the way the story was flowing and unraveling and how the plot is all coming together. I think the way the author chose to make it very confusing and messy and sort of blurry at the start because that was how the main character saw the world due to the drug messing him up. And so as we see everything progress and when he met the ML and how that was a "positive" thing in his life his doctor encouraged him to continue seeing him and having that stable positive thing in his life made the storyline a bit more stable and not confusing and fuzzy. At the start we didnt even see the ML face it was often hidden and his features weren't emphasized but later as he goes to the doctor gets better medication and hangs out with ML more we see his world view change as well!! its just very interesting i really like it and I thought it was just me who noticed it so i got excited that everyone else is too :3 I know it might be obvious but idk i thought it was cool to point out!
This literally changed on how i see it.
This is deep
GIRL I KNOW THE WAY MY BRAIN JUST CLICKEDDDD CUZ THE LAST FEW CHAPTERS MY HEART WAS FLUTTERING I FELT THE CHEMISTRY GROWING BUT AT THE START IT WAS NOTHING LIKE THATS WHEN IT CLICKEDD
omg diva me too, like i was like oh this is so nice of him and seungmin is hyoing him up, also the people in the studio are hyping him up, but jaeyoung physically doesn't feel anything. i was like omg whats going on, bc we get these makeout scenes, then this random drug. THEN, i'm like OH. that's why it's been so confusing. because he's literally being forced to not be happy, but we see him blushing, which confirmed by his doctor that he's getting better
EXACTLYYY EXACTLLYYYYYY ITS LIKE THE PROCESS OF US BEING CONFUSEE AND DAZED WITH THE PLOT WAS THE SAME AS HIM AND THEN HE STARTED FEELING STUFF AND THEN SO DID WE LIKE BOOK
omg i was wondering that i like this, but it felt a little off, and then i started unraveling, making more sense. it's like kind of an unreliable narrator (?)
the reason why the beginning feels so slow is because jaeyoung quite literally can't feel happiness because of the drug. the reason why his memories are so fuzzy. why even though it's very clear that he likes seungmin, he doesn't really look happy even though it's very clear that he is.