Searching yaoi

I think it was manhwa or something. ..there was only 2 chapter and it was full collored...don't remember much of it's story..uke in the begining wasn't as attractive he liked seme and seme know this onec he was waching porn and asked uke to blow him then something happened and after years they still meet and uke now is flashy..they will still start relationship and onec in the mornig seme finds himself on the floor....and uke rapes him with carrot... aand I remember uke don't likes sucking him...thanks and sorry...