You know, I understand why he is like that, because he learned to accept everything, like his own reality. And since he grow up in harsh environment. He kear not to take advantage of everything because he knows how it feels to work hard just to get money, and what painful the most is... he didn't think that HE will love him for him, like he is not expecting anything from him..
That's exactly what I was thinking. He's used to everything at this point, that he no longer relies or expect something from someone because he's always the only one there for himself and I just cant. Srsly I really felt him, like wdym He smiles and I'll sob at the sight of him smiling. He's just pitiful I can't, I wish life would treat him a little better.

I just can't do this anymore, I'm crying really, he's just so cute and pitiful, his life has always been hard even since he's a kid, and I cru easily. Srsly I wish all good things will happen to him genuinely.