actually sobbing cuz at the end of everything he forgot about him and thinks of him as nil...

That makes sense cuz ray have been longed for years to Nile, and my Owen just.. ughh just let himself be the substitute so Ray wouldn't remember Owen's ambition before ahhh in my language it's called cinta sejati ╥﹏╥

Or maybe you can call tresno seng kependem

Wong jowo toh mbak

Jawa pride mbak kalo kata bang Robby, that's simple yang waras~~~