What I ment is that his character would have never allowed himself in this state so this change felt uncanny
He is at rock bottom. He's using sex with changgeon as self harm lmao, that's why it seems out of character. Bro is legitimately out of his mind
I don’t think we’re meant to feel comfortable watching Sam here. His face made me uneasy too, and it feels like a measure of how well the author conveyed the psychological collapse. When people say “this doesn’t look like Sam,” the story’s implicit answer feels like: exactly bcs the Sam we knew no longer exists.
Even CG seems to realize the extent of what he caused and looks unsettled by how completely Sam broke.
That is for sure on purpose.
This is what the ML THINKS he wants, the MC a total mess for him and desperate for him alone. I think he is going to realize it is an empty victory and this isn't the man he loves...just a hollowed out shell.
Hopefully ML feels super shitty and comes clean.
Something about his face made me feel super uncomfortable especially when adding the fact that he's the one asking for sex now. Maybe that's just me..