Been searching for this manga for weeks T T

Can anyone help me T T, it’s a manga about two boys in high school who fell really in love for each other and the ml was so cute and innocent for the ml, the mc was blonde and had a shitty house hold and his dad was upset at him for almost ruining his campaign so ml was sent to London as like an exile bcz of his shut politician dad, and the Mc met a black haired fkr that he met at the gate of his high school that he thought was dangerous. The mc got so depressed he spiraled and fks with the black haired guy time skip to their toxic ass relationship. The black haired guy fkd the Mc over and this goes on for years. The Mc gets a chance to come back to Korea to meet the ML and the blackhaired guy gets in his way. Thats pretty much all i remember from the plot T T. Please if u know the title let me know. I was so emotionally invested and thought i saved it to want to read T T but i cant find it maybe im blind but please help me ♀♀