let me just put this here
"Sticking his tongue out long, he rubbed the entire surface of his tongue strongly over my anus, then took the entrance into his mouth and sucked it several times as if kissing it, before finally lifting his face from my buttocks.
"This doesn't make sense... This doesn't make sense, this."
I couldn't be sure, but that's what it sounded like. That this doesn't make sense. He muttered in a dazed voice as he wiped my groin with the damp cloth."
if u wanna read the full novel chapter (which i recommend it's a whole other experience) https://borntobenovel.com/novel/diamond-dust/chapters/ch-26

they left out a HUGE part lmaoo