Here’s my list enjoy dear
https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/1750995/
dont have much toxic romance right now but here's a few that either left me with an empty feeling for a while or actually made me cry
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/takopii_no_genzai/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/look_back_viz/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/fire_punch/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/gunjou/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/chi_no_wadachi/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/solanin/ (anything by inio asano tbh.)

anyone know a really good angst/grovelling type of trope to read? i just need something to cry on