valid

you know what. it was kinda fucked up what he was doing
but with this. it kinda makes sense
he didnt want him to see him like he did when he was a kid
he wanted to know for sure his feelings were legit and because he actually liked him, not the MEMORY of him. And also having that moral battle of "well i used to tutor him."
like. you know what. now all of ur behavoir, asshole or not, makes sense. lowk valid