i'm looking for this manhwa/manhua that i barely remember, but it was a yaoi/bl set in a fantasy world where there are demon lords, sword masters, & magic. the mc regressed to a child after sacrificing his life to save the emperor. i think the mc was a...healer? wizard? who was also the emperor's aide/lover? i'm like 90% sure the emperor turned back time bc he was a toxic ass who wasn't actually dying, but was just seeking attention & pretending to see how the mc would react. the emperor didn't expect him to kill himself to save him & he regretted it. i think this fact was the climax reveal near the end.
anyways, a fresh restart for the mc & only he has memories of the past. he remembers how he died but not how he reincarnated. this time, he tries to do everything in his power to not be noticed & stay away from the palace since his magic skills were the reason he was taken into the palace & became the emperor's lover/sex slave in the past. he later meets a boy who he saves (i think he was injured) takes him home & eventually find out that's the emperor & the whole thing comes back to haunt him. it's very palace of bardo vibes but supernatural. sorry it got so long but would be so grateful for some help!
i'm looking for this manhwa/manhua that i barely remember, but it was a yaoi/bl set in a fantasy world where there are demon lords, sword masters, & magic. the mc regressed to a child after sacrificing his life to save the emperor. i think the mc was a...healer? wizard? who was also the emperor's aide/lover? i'm like 90% sure the emperor turned back time bc he was a toxic ass who wasn't actually dying, but was just seeking attention & pretending to see how the mc would react. the emperor didn't expect him to kill himself to save him & he regretted it. i think this fact was the climax reveal near the end.
anyways, a fresh restart for the mc & only he has memories of the past. he remembers how he died but not how he reincarnated. this time, he tries to do everything in his power to not be noticed & stay away from the palace since his magic skills were the reason he was taken into the palace & became the emperor's lover/sex slave in the past. he later meets a boy who he saves (i think he was injured) takes him home & eventually find out that's the emperor & the whole thing comes back to haunt him. it's very palace of bardo vibes but supernatural. sorry it got so long but would be so grateful for some help!