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Missing scenes

asuka January 25, 2026 10:08 pm

This is going to be my third time rereading this and I have the worst memory ever that I got confused...

So can anyone please help me out?

Is it only me or my mind is playing games on me? Because I remember reading so many sex scenes between kyungjoon and cain in just the early chapters alone. But now coming back to this, the first sex scene I read was the fucking r*pe wth?? I don't remember this scene being in the early chapters yet and how the hell do they have the first sex scene and not the two protagonist? Is it deleted or cut off in some way? Because the first time I read this it's still in it's early chapters then the 2nd time it's still ongoing but I read it until it got finished.

So can someone enlighten me if these chapters are the same or are there deleted sex scenes???

I'll appreciate anyone who can just put this mind of mine to rest ╥﹏╥

Responses
    nuggsinfrosty January 28, 2026 7:09 am

    i also remember really intense sex scenes

    Akumajona January 28, 2026 2:44 pm

    What? I definitely remember sex scenes too ...

    asuka January 29, 2026 12:29 am
    i also remember really intense sex scenes nuggsinfrosty

    Riiight??? It's like it got removed when I came back to reread it for the 3rd time, those are the only things missing from the early chapters before the scene of jinyoung and sid.

    asuka January 29, 2026 12:33 am
    What? I definitely remember sex scenes too ... Akumajona

    Sadly, I tried to get over it and ended up finishing the entire thing again. I also checked other sites and they have this same chapters where the smut scenes from the early chapters are nonexistent.

    I am so confused, clearly in the early chapters you can see Kyungjoon with hickeys and there's a part of some early chapter where cain transported to hell with no clothes on bc he jumped Kyungjoon in the bathroom.

    I def remember early smut scenes where kyungjoon is definitely resisting, but their first s*x scene actually shown when I reread this again, Kyungjoon already seemed used to it.

    I was really looking forward to rereading those as part of my *reread routine* but now I am really not sure if I remember correctly as I can't find those scenes anywhere.

    Akumajona January 29, 2026 11:27 am
    Sadly, I tried to get over it and ended up finishing the entire thing again. I also checked other sites and they have this same chapters where the smut scenes from the early chapters are nonexistent.I am so con... asuka

    No no, he definitely wasn't used to all of it the first time. Your scenes do ring a bell.

    nuggsinfrosty January 29, 2026 5:29 pm
    Sadly, I tried to get over it and ended up finishing the entire thing again. I also checked other sites and they have this same chapters where the smut scenes from the early chapters are nonexistent.I am so con... asuka

    the last time i read it was about a year ago, so something definitely changed since then

    asuka January 30, 2026 1:09 am
    No no, he definitely wasn't used to all of it the first time. Your scenes do ring a bell. Akumajona

    I'm glad I wasn't the only one who thought so...

    But wherever can we find those missing scenes, it seems like even in the recent chapters where they make a compact version of all the chapters from ch 1 those scenes are still missing ╥﹏╥

    asuka January 30, 2026 1:10 am
    the last time i read it was about a year ago, so something definitely changed since then nuggsinfrosty

    Yeah. But why would they ever cut those I wonder? It's part of the story, now I feel like I haven't read the whole manhwa because of that.

    Akumajona January 30, 2026 7:14 am
    Yeah. But why would they ever cut those I wonder? It's part of the story, now I feel like I haven't read the whole manhwa because of that. asuka

    Sometimes authors go back and change parts of the story, which they think fits better to the overall, completed version. Sadly.
    Maybe it was the case this time too.