I weirdly like some of this. It's pretty psychological which are like puzzles to me.
(Spoiler and mentions of child SA)
The demon he saw as a kid was his brain twisting the image of his older abusive brother. His hyung saved him from the demon. He was already heavily abused, his brain is working on protecting itself by "coloring" very traumatic realities with wonder and fantasy. (Actuall happens with young SA victims."
Which leads me to the other aspect. I highly suspect he was also being sexually abused by his older brother. The line after being rejected from trying to kiss his hyung was "but I can do that with 'abuser' ". To me thos heavily implies that some weird stiff was going on with tje older brother.
This can also explain why he has such a unhealthy tweeted desire to be a couple with his hyung. If he was in fact sexually abused and was groomed by his brother, it would make sense that his only scope of "love" is violent. Depending on how he was groomed, as a child he would like to be like his parents. (Expecully is "we are like mommy and daddy" was used to groom him sexually. Thisnis what love is etc.) Seeing as his older brother is a demon. His hyung is someone who he loves for saving him. Love = mommy and daddy.
his kid brain works in simple get strong patterns. He never grew out of it. He never healed. Most likely due to what went on after the fire. He wasn't taken care of properly.
This is only my suspicions. Although the story is a bit too grummy for my taste. I really like the hyung and actually don't want to see him go through this. I'm just interested in the MC brain. I am putting this on the back burner. I'm interested to see more about the Mc's backstory to break it down more psychology and see if what I pieced together was correct. Other than that... ew.
I weirdly like some of this. It's pretty psychological which are like puzzles to me.
(Spoiler and mentions of child SA)
The demon he saw as a kid was his brain twisting the image of his older abusive brother. His hyung saved him from the demon.
He was already heavily abused, his brain is working on protecting itself by "coloring" very traumatic realities with wonder and fantasy. (Actuall happens with young SA victims."
Which leads me to the other aspect. I highly suspect he was also being sexually abused by his older brother. The line after being rejected from trying to kiss his hyung was "but I can do that with 'abuser' ".
To me thos heavily implies that some weird stiff was going on with tje older brother.
This can also explain why he has such a unhealthy tweeted desire to be a couple with his hyung.
If he was in fact sexually abused and was groomed by his brother, it would make sense that his only scope of "love" is violent. Depending on how he was groomed, as a child he would like to be like his parents. (Expecully is "we are like mommy and daddy" was used to groom him sexually. Thisnis what love is etc.)
Seeing as his older brother is a demon. His hyung is someone who he loves for saving him. Love = mommy and daddy.
his kid brain works in simple get strong patterns. He never grew out of it. He never healed. Most likely due to what went on after the fire. He wasn't taken care of properly.
This is only my suspicions. Although the story is a bit too grummy for my taste. I really like the hyung and actually don't want to see him go through this. I'm just interested in the MC brain.
I am putting this on the back burner. I'm interested to see more about the Mc's backstory to break it down more psychology and see if what I pieced together was correct. Other than that... ew.