Idk she was keep asking me to date someone after we met literally fixing me with random ppl I thought she probably likes me that's why she's doing that so I asked if she wanted to date me she said yes I.. I couldn't say no later rather actually started to like her a lot untill she started being obsessive possessive and gaslighting me with things I didn't do. Idk if she just ragebaited me to breakup but it seemed like that so I lost feelings at one point & said I was bored.

Damn ... I feel so embarrassed I kinda relate similar with the uke but my gf used to say she only loves me but was homophobic while not letting me have a single friend...