K this is uncomfortable for me am I just weird????

Read till chapter 11 and I just can't get behind this... Idk I might be crazy but here's my reasoning...

1. I am not into the whole pet thing. No wait... honestly if that was a kink thing for them fine but like she seems like a child. She is so infantalized it feels so gross how she is kind of being led into these situations. People are saying she is naive but there is a difference between naive and... being a literal baby. She needs to learn how to walk and talk... this would be fine if her inner thoughts and monologues were more mature but they are not. She doesn't know what spend the night is, or a kiss, literally that scene with her like running through the garden felt like a fucking toddler taking their first steps. I guess she is supposed to be like a "the little mermaid" adjacent where she's discovering this whole new world but again it's uncomfortable af when she is basically a toddler with big boobs. Honestly if the ml was a monster fucker... I would be okay with it!! But with her being like one word from saying goo goo gaa gaa I just cannot take this seriously lmaoo.

2. She is also basically dehumanized and she doesn't even know it cuz she's a literal fucking infant but I already said this in the first point.

I'm... okay with the ml??? Like again yes he is an asshole but he's been traumatized as hell I can understand why he is like this. Does it justify him? Nope. Still a POS and that is fine as long as we get some character development on both sides.

But yeah the fl is just not my type at least in the beginning. It is not wrong for her motivation to just have a child with her or... SeReNhYdE or whatever. She can have kids and not be a kid herself.

Idk I might continue this?? I guess I need to mentally prepare myself for this lol