i hate it but i love it ??

my brain must be fried bc why am i eating this shit up. idec about the noncon themes bc like dead dove dont eat but this plot highkey makes no sense benjamins motivations are all over the place and the pacing of their relationship is so inconsistent maybe this is a realistic portrayal of how stockholm syndrome takes effect and erodes ur critical thinking or maybe this is just ass writing but either way for some reason i am sat