Not this one .
It was more like similar to this how much I remember in starting of the manhwa the ML didn't care for her enough something like that and she also left and lived in some cottage and if I vaguely remember once the ml killed someone in the ship they a women .
Idk I could be mixing two different manhwa please help me
Ok so there is one where she kills herself, runs away at some point, has a sort of reincarnation, and there is despair and misunderstanding related to pregnancy. “What it means to be you” I can keep looking if this isn’t it. I hate that feeling of not being able to recall a manga I saw and not being able to find it.

If someone recall,there is manhwa like this one where the fl also left the ml for sometime, please tell me the name, there's also lot of angst happening