Its frustrating bcs when i read each chapter and scenes in their pov, i understand why they did what they thought was the best at that time. Its annoying and heartbreaking but these scenes are a must for the author to show us emotional growth. Damn, sometimes i wonder if all of these are nessesary but we can never interpret His will (god), and this also applies in real life too. No matter what anyone think, we are all born with paths ahead of us. Every single thing we do are predetermine and its only a matter of we either do A or B. You chose A, then yr life is heading this way and vise versa. I think the FL doing everything she wants for herself is not selfish or villanous, she just wants to survive. Rather, she can and she was given 2nd chance unlike us in real life. She chose B in this life and follow through bcs she has lived thru A and its already ended. Its her choice to deviate from A entirely. She will struggle with B bcs its totally different but with ML in her choice B, i think shes going to b fine. Shes going to grow and i hope she can grow even more beautiful than she is now. (=・ω・=)
Its frustrating bcs when i read each chapter and scenes in their pov, i understand why they did what they thought was the best at that time. Its annoying and heartbreaking but these scenes are a must for the author to show us emotional growth. Damn, sometimes i wonder if all of these are nessesary but we can never interpret His will (god), and this also applies in real life too. No matter what anyone think, we are all born with paths ahead of us. Every single thing we do are predetermine and its only a matter of we either do A or B. You chose A, then yr life is heading this way and vise versa. I think the FL doing everything she wants for herself is not selfish or villanous, she just wants to survive. Rather, she can and she was given 2nd chance unlike us in real life. She chose B in this life and follow through bcs she has lived thru A and its already ended. Its her choice to deviate from A entirely. She will struggle with B bcs its totally different but with ML in her choice B, i think shes going to b fine. Shes going to grow and i hope she can grow even more beautiful than she is now. (=・ω・=)