Like I said, juhyeok isn't a saint, but let's be fr now. He needed him the most now and suah chose to put himself first even though he's the one responsible for juhyeok being dependant on him. Suah has all the rights to put himself first, but he should also own up to the consequences of his actions.
Then juhyeok shouldve been honest like he has been abt what exactly he needed LIKE HE HAS THE PREVIOUS TIMES rather than turning to psychological warfare. “He has all the right to put himself first….but not this time bc juhyeok needs him to fill these bottles up with cum right after making him think he likes him back” yew guys are funny
So why did you say su-ah doesn’t understand the gravity of the situation when it’s addressed he does in the first few chapters. The idea that you felt bad for su-ah BEFORE this but not now is backwards asl. I didnt feel bad for su-ah before bc juhyeok made it CLEAR bro just wanted his semen bc he couldn’t function properly and drew clear boundaries. Now i feel bad for su-ah cause he literally got toyed with. If anything NOWS the time for feel bad for broski cause everything before that was him just “writing his wrongs” and acknowledging his mistakes but he literally got played with this entire “date” situation that was completely unnecessary
How I understood it, he didn't quite understand the gravity. The reason why he went along and helped juhyeok was purely for his own selfish reasons(by that I just mean he wanted to have sex with him because he liked him and hoped he would get to like him back). I didn't say I don't feel bad for him now, I said I felt bad before but now the situation got so fucked up I'm not sure how I feel anymore. I worded it wrong and I'm kinda lazy to explain, but I do feel bad for both of them.

This chapter made me so uncomfortable. Suah is so stupid that he doesn't acknowledge how the consequences of his actions affect juhyeok. He can't function normally, and this trip means a lot to him and his career but he can't go normally because of fuckass suah. I actually felt bad for him before but now, it's just fucked up. He knew that juhyeok wants to use him(he has all the rights to since he's the one that made him depend on his scent) yet he still deluded himself, but ig I understand why he misunderstood this situation as juhyeok didn't approach it the best way. I don't think juhyeok is completely innocent, but when it comes to this, it's all on suah. He acted selfishly and felt hurt by this that he forgot that it's all his fault why their relationship is like this.