I think my comment was misunderstood. I did not felt bad bc of the lack of consent, i felt bad bc of the desperation of the scene. It felt really really intense to me from both side. Like to see the bottom force himself to do a bj and not understand why the top could not go hard and the top starting to cry. The rejection felt intense on both side. Their relationship is very complicated and I always have trouble taking a side. Bc as the bottom said the top made him need him. Even if I want them to end up together, they have a really long way to go. It feels like they meet the good person but at a very wrong time. The bottom never had a time to start loving himself as an omega and the top was not mature enough to let the bottom choose for himself. Even if you love someone and you’re ready to do everything for them does not mean you are entitled to be loved in return. Sorry my com is long but it’s in case more people wants to respond to my comment.

Wow this is so sad. I never felt this bad reading smut that wasn’t rape. I am really scared for what’s going to happen to him in Japan. Even tho he was an ass to the top