Responses
This is going to be a bit long but you kinda asked for it soo I'll divulge a bit of my own view/experience that is to say throughout my whole teenage year I was a closeted gay guy and soo all of my love,attraction and all other feelings of that sort were all one-sided and even if it's not something conscious per say to me in a weird way the other "extreme" became REALLY appealing to this day its somewhat of a kink of mine but then again you asked soo I might as well answer
Throughout the manga, I just this feeling of unnerving. The fear over the actual smut, I suppose it's the body horror and the fear of a changing body. Losing yourself one day due to something you can't control, is really scary. To be honest, I feel more fear than comfort how do people just jack off to this?