Ten Count sounds mostly like that.
oof its not it , what i vaguely remember about the plot its like the seme trying to convince the uke to sleep with him, it was a colored bl too
I believe what you're looking for is Memories Of Your Breath.
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Its a bl, the uke was a germaphobe like extreme level, it was connected to his trauma from the past, also i think his job is a judge? His trauma was very disturbing, i think it involved the death of his sibling and his uncle doing something, and the seme...was a doctor? I think? I seriously forgot but if this sounds familiar please lmk