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Whats gonna happen??
Idc about spoilers

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so i’m pretty sure tay and jay are about to escape from the important guy their with right now, but both xinlu and ilay come to save him and he’s in the car with xinlu like driving away and ilay pulls up next to him and is like “come tay”, and since tay doesn’t trust jay with xinlu or something like that and wants to stay together with him he sticks with xinlu and leaves ilay by himself which pisses him the fuck off.
then xinlu brings tay and jay to china? i think somewhere foreign and the whole time tay is thinking about how he’s going to return back to ilay. so i’m pretty sure he runs away or xinlu lets him go i can’t remember the details but he goes to a bus stop to catch a bus to an airport to meet with ilay, but that’s where ilay finds him and thinks he’s running away and gets so angry. like he genuinely gets so angry and he puts his gloves on because he thinks he’s gonna kill him.
and then… he basically rapes him but like it’s really sad and so unjustified for tay and makes me really sad. i can’t even remember ilay apologising in the novel which annoyed me

ikrrr i felt so bad for tay :(( ilay thought tay was tryna leave him thats why he was so mad but tay was literally trying to find ilay :( and tay couldnt even explain to ilay until after i felt so bad for him i remember he was crying a lot

do they make up??? does ilay feel regret or anything? does tay recover :(? and does he lose feelings for ilay?

yeahh taeui js cried a lot when they had sex cuz ilay misunderstood and they did it with 0 prep they dont rlly fight over it i think its almost the end of the main story then they js kinda ski js reaffirm their feelings for each other after and ilay continues to be a possessive freak over him i have the novel if u want !

Can I have the novel pls? :'))

yess i'll dm u

can i as well :D

yes!!!