is this yaoi on this website? https://www.mangaupdates.com/series/fo9r909/nuigurumi-mitai-datta-tonari-no-osananajimi-ga-shinshin-tomo-ni-oshi-tsubushite-kuru-hanashi
No :(
You can read it here https://mangadex.org/title/60a2ba56-387e-4cfe-b53c-56f0bea25651/nuigurumi-mitai-datta-tonari-no-osananajimi-ga-shinshin-tomo-ni-oshi-tsubushite-kuru-hanashi
is this yaoi on this website? https://www.mangaupdates.com/series/fo9r909/nuigurumi-mitai-datta-tonari-no-osananajimi-ga-shinshin-tomo-ni-oshi-tsubushite-kuru-hanashi