Responses
I think that the fact they he reacts like that to beta is even more shocking to him since there no pheromones involved. I’m suspecting that his trauma is about sex in general so he is disgusted with himself that he reacts like that.
it's shown he's traumatized by the sex exposure his father showed him when he was a kid. that was truly abject of his dad
did the alpha not want to be physically engaged with the beta because of his trauma or because society in this manga is just in general shitty towards betas?