Honestly I wouldn't want him any other way, because if that mf hadn't died and remained a god, he would've lived in eternity watching his obsession fall in love with someone else, and River his biggest regret be happy without him. Not to mention, River would never hate him, which would only hurt him more. Ughh, I'm just mad he ended up with that cutie man, HE DOESN'T DESERVE JACK SHIT.
I don't l think he loved him! I think he was just alone and became obsessed with the company he gave, then after losing him so unfairly, it became a really toxic obsession. Then with River it was THE SAME SHIT, MAYBE he felt something at some points, but I DOUBT it was love. love isn't selfish, and it sure as hell doesn't drive you to kill said person for another bitch. Pmo
The story is pretty good. Although it is a bit annoying how forgiving and supporting is MC towards his ex-husband. I don't think that he should have taken revenge on his ex, still he is excessively kind towards the person who deceived and abandoned him after using him.