i know joo-an isn't at fault at all (he's just so fucking oblivious T—T but he's still such a good person) but i really want him to grovel SO BAD and seeing that part in chapter 90 where he cries for seojoon just fueled that desire even more lol it was so satisfying to see. like for someone as self-absorbed as joo-an to cry for another person—for seojoon!! because he doesn't want him to hurt himself anymore and would rather have seojoon hate him than hate himself since seojoon being in pain hurts him more (is this a fucking tongue twister ), i think is such a huge thing. i freaking loved seeing that side of him god I NEED MORE SUFFERING. /hj
also, wasn't it said that joo-an always gets (or have to get) everything he wants when he wants it? (that line from seojoon really stuck with me) but then the one time he wanted something more than anything, which was for seojoon to stop hurting himself, he couldn't make it happen.
like, the only thing he wanted so desperately was to take away seojoon's pain and insecurity (BECAUSE HE COULDN'T BEAR IT OF ALL THINGS) but realizing he couldn't do that, no matter how badly he wanted to, just broke him to the point of crying. #hellyeah
Thank you for the raws. I was dying cuz between the lines was on hiatus and none of my favs had updated yet I’m so excited to see ch92 when it releases!!
i know joo-an isn't at fault at all (he's just so fucking oblivious T—T but he's still such a good person) but i really want him to grovel SO BAD and seeing that part in chapter 90 where he cries for seojoon just fueled that desire even more lol it was so satisfying to see. like for someone as self-absorbed as joo-an to cry for another person—for seojoon!! because he doesn't want him to hurt himself anymore and would rather have seojoon hate him than hate himself since seojoon being in pain hurts him more (is this a fucking tongue twister ), i think is such a huge thing. i freaking loved seeing that side of him god I NEED MORE SUFFERING. /hj
also, wasn't it said that joo-an always gets (or have to get) everything he wants when he wants it? (that line from seojoon really stuck with me) but then the one time he wanted something more than anything, which was for seojoon to stop hurting himself, he couldn't make it happen.
like, the only thing he wanted so desperately was to take away seojoon's pain and insecurity (BECAUSE HE COULDN'T BEAR IT OF ALL THINGS) but realizing he couldn't do that, no matter how badly he wanted to, just broke him to the point of crying. #hellyeah