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Couldn't have word it better, it’s just sad.
reading this makes me sad, you're so right... now i can’t stop thinking about this i’m hoping that when they did it, it’s something juhyeok chooses for himself and actually wants, not something he does out of guilt
I really wanted their first time to be special and romantic. I wanted it to happen because Juhyeok was ready and wanted it. Am I extremely disappointed that it is not going to happen that way. It's not happening because Juhyeok wants it finally but because Su Ah told him to.
And I feel really bad when characters offer their bodies as an apology or a favor. That's so sad. Normally Juhyeok would have never offered something like that but just like in chapter 14, he's desperate. He will do anything to retain his livelihood. He's incredibly ambitious and will do what he needs to do to accomplish his goals even if it's something he doesn't actually want. And I think it's very admirable but it's also very sad. He has so little self respect for himself. He doesn't think he has anything to offer Su Ah except for his body. He saw that Taeje like his chest and grasped at that. I just think it's so sad.