Responses
It is probably mix of Japanese "i don't say my feelings" and autistic traits. As a Japanese autistic artist myself I relate to Fuwa soo much. Doesn't mean feeling are any less, just conveying them is really hard. But good on you that you know what you want from relationship. It is definitely more healthy than my inability to speak ( ̄∇ ̄")

Maybe i’m too delusional but I really don’t want this type of love. Like just that the bottom doesn’t seem to love the top i mean he never exhibited any type of care for him. And i cried during it because they love too silently. Like bro if you are in love just say so why are you guys afraid of the future . Love the person like you mean it . Care for the person like you mean it . But the reality is people only love this in this age.