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So I finished the novel…

Saya March 8, 2026 11:01 pm

God the mc suffers so much due to the selfishness of the people who’s supposed to love him and care for him. The gong is fine bc while he’s technically the reason why mc has his illness, it was bc he tried to protect him in his last moments in their past life. For those curious the reason why mc suffers his weird illness is bc when gong gave up his life to save mc from building collapse it ended up leaving mc alive with legs crushed slowly dying while stuck with gong’s dead body. So since he’s not truly dead yet in his past life the repercussions are affecting his current body as well.

And fuck the sister bc she’s so selfish, she hated the gong being mc’s bf in their og life so she wrote a novel where the character based on her brother is treated horribly and dies of suicide bc of character based on the gong. So when everyone gets reborned into the novel, mc is now constantly suffering from confusion between his past identity and current one (not knowing they’re the same person just reborn) she/he doesn’t say shit and let everyone thinks mc is crazy, leaving him confused and in pain 24/7. Fuck the former friend who also kept quiet to save his own ass bc he murdered his father for a better life. The younger sibling also keeps wanting to separate mc and gong, but she doesn’t say shit about the suffering her brother will go through (BECAUSE SHE FUCKING WROTE THE SEQUENCE OF EVENTS), so he has to go through horrible things like kidnapping and forced drugging. They try to apologize after but it’s too late, and they don’t even apologize with mc in mind they just wanna get rid of their guilt. Good riddance mc no longer holds any affection for their younger sibling and former friend.
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    chlsnng March 8, 2026 11:18 pm

    I was thinking of reading it but thankfully I got to read your comment first and now I don't want to read it anymore thanks hihihi that saved me of suffering time

    Saya March 8, 2026 11:55 pm
    I was thinking of reading it but thankfully I got to read your comment first and now I don't want to read it anymore thanks hihihi that saved me of suffering time chlsnng

    Noooo it’s a good series the smut scenes are also very good ToT I binge read the rest of the novel in one go so I can assure you it’s a good read (it’s a bit confusing tho bc mc is very muddle headed due to his illness so putting together the sequence of events was like a deduction game)

    SweetCaramel March 8, 2026 11:59 pm

    I don't really remember much from the novel I read long ago, but I definitely remember hating on MC's younger sibling so much. I hope she/he fall into the pond and drown hmph

    Saya March 9, 2026 12:03 am
    I don't really remember much from the novel I read long ago, but I definitely remember hating on MC's younger sibling so much. I hope she/he fall into the pond and drown hmph SweetCaramel

    Was the second sentence on purpose lmao bc mc fell into a pond in an argument with younger sibling and almost died. In fact his heart stopped so it finally allowed the og body to die so mc went into a coma but finally his illness is gone when he wakes up. Tbh i wish younger sibling fell in instead they deserved it.

    SweetCaramel March 9, 2026 2:59 am
    Was the second sentence on purpose lmao bc mc fell into a pond in an argument with younger sibling and almost died. In fact his heart stopped so it finally allowed the og body to die so mc went into a coma but ... Saya

    Yeah it is on purpose. That moment is the most clear memory that I have when trying to recall this novel. I'm sooo done with her/him. I tried to think positively about the younger sibling at the beginning of the story you know. But the more she/he show up the more unreasonable and selfish she/he became. Who is he/she to decide who's gonna be by his/her brother's side. She/he is so selfish.

    Gray March 9, 2026 3:28 am

    Is there a way to download the novel ? Or where can we read it ?

    Saya March 9, 2026 4:56 am
    Is there a way to download the novel ? Or where can we read it ? Gray

    You can search the name up on novelupdates and the links to the novel should be there. It’s also known by the name of Depressing Illusion.

    Chosos Voluptuous Tiddies May 3, 2026 10:43 pm

    Wait kidnapping amd forced drugging? Who does it. Hes not raped by them is he

    Chosos Voluptuous Tiddies May 3, 2026 10:51 pm
    Wait kidnapping amd forced drugging? Who does it. Hes not raped by them is he Chosos Voluptuous Tiddies

    Or at last it doesn't say he is?

    Chosos Voluptuous Tiddies May 3, 2026 10:51 pm
    Or at last it doesn't say he is? Chosos Voluptuous Tiddies

    Least*

    Saya May 4, 2026 2:42 am
    Wait kidnapping amd forced drugging? Who does it. Hes not raped by them is he Chosos Voluptuous Tiddies

    No he wasn’t

    Chosos Voluptuous Tiddies May 4, 2026 12:35 pm
    No he wasn’t Saya

    Than you. Can I ask one more why was he kidnapped anyway

    Saya May 5, 2026 3:42 am
    Than you. Can I ask one more why was he kidnapped anyway Chosos Voluptuous Tiddies

    bc he was getting in the way of the toxic top of the og novel (the fictional one the sister wrote) and preventing him from getting closer to og novel uke

    Chosos Voluptuous Tiddies May 5, 2026 1:18 pm
    bc he was getting in the way of the toxic top of the og novel (the fictional one the sister wrote) and preventing him from getting closer to og novel uke Saya

    Ohhhh ok thank you! now i just gotta hope this doesn't pull a "I'm Not Your Guide to Destiny" that add rape by some random person that wasnt in the novel