Was the second sentence on purpose lmao bc mc fell into a pond in an argument with younger sibling and almost died. In fact his heart stopped so it finally allowed the og body to die so mc went into a coma but finally his illness is gone when he wakes up. Tbh i wish younger sibling fell in instead they deserved it.
Yeah it is on purpose. That moment is the most clear memory that I have when trying to recall this novel. I'm sooo done with her/him. I tried to think positively about the younger sibling at the beginning of the story you know. But the more she/he show up the more unreasonable and selfish she/he became. Who is he/she to decide who's gonna be by his/her brother's side. She/he is so selfish.

God the mc suffers so much due to the selfishness of the people who’s supposed to love him and care for him. The gong is fine bc while he’s technically the reason why mc has his illness, it was bc he tried to protect him in his last moments in their past life. For those curious the reason why mc suffers his weird illness is bc when gong gave up his life to save mc from building collapse it ended up leaving mc alive with legs crushed slowly dying while stuck with gong’s dead body. So since he’s not truly dead yet in his past life the repercussions are affecting his current body as well.
And fuck the sister bc she’s so selfish, she hated the gong being mc’s bf in their og life so she wrote a novel where the character based on her brother is treated horribly and dies of suicide bc of character based on the gong. So when everyone gets reborned into the novel, mc is now constantly suffering from confusion between his past identity and current one (not knowing they’re the same person just reborn) she/he doesn’t say shit and let everyone thinks mc is crazy, leaving him confused and in pain 24/7. Fuck the former friend who also kept quiet to save his own ass bc he murdered his father for a better life. The younger sibling also keeps wanting to separate mc and gong, but she doesn’t say shit about the suffering her brother will go through (BECAUSE SHE FUCKING WROTE THE SEQUENCE OF EVENTS), so he has to go through horrible things like kidnapping and forced drugging. They try to apologize after but it’s too late, and they don’t even apologize with mc in mind they just wanna get rid of their guilt. Good riddance mc no longer holds any affection for their younger sibling and former friend.
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