I miss heeseung

I don't know how to start this. Im crying and I'm filled with so many emotions right now. Heeseung leaving the group still doesn't make sense to me. I still cannot believe it . My heart aches as I think about it. I know that heeseung won't be seeing this but I just wanted to lighten my heart my writing it here. I don't have any friends who love kpop so no one will understand this sorrow that I'm feeling in my heart rn. I've always loved him and I always will. The moment when I saw heeseung on I land day one, I exactly knew he was going to be a big part of my life. I will always support him no matter whatever he's doing. I'll fully support him for his solo career too.... but I still cannot digest the fact that he's not "heeseung of enhypen" anymore. It must have been so tough for him to come up with this decision too and it breaks my heart.

The fact that he's leaving the group before I even actually meet them all together as seven brings so much sorrow to me. My dream was to meet them all and attend their concert one day. But what's the point of it now. I still love enhypen and always will but still without heeseung, it's no fun for me anymore.

My heart feels heavy and I'm still crying. But I will always love heeseung and I'll always love enhypen

Thank you so much to anyone who read this till here