Ok so~ ML loses his memories because he went berserk. MC wasn't with him at that time so ML woke up without his memories. Next: Fluff, Cute af ML without his memories of being Esper (that's important!), flowers, butterflies ect Next: ML got his memories back. He's rude again but starts to melt because his body remember MC and how much he love him. "Brakes are failing" and it's the beginning of the problems. Next: ML suffers, MC don't understand what's happening. Next: MC understand that ML suffers because of hallucinations (seeing loved ones dying). In case of MLs parents, he knew that they're dead so he could control those hallucinations and his powers. MC is still alive, he love him too much and can't fight those new hallucinations because Dowon is alive and it's driving ML crazy. Next: ML loses control again and goes berserk (harbor incident) but because MC is with him he was in better condition that at first. It turns out that MC is too weak (MC after regaining memories got stronger) and he decides to take pills to get stronger at guiding (ML in unconscious and might lose memory again if MC won't guide him properly). Next: MC guided ML (i think so coz they didn't show this) that's why ML woke up with memories. MC almost died because guiding ML was still too hard and because of side effects of pills. But generally he wake up and yey ML remember him.
SUMMARY: ML falled in love with MC at the very first sight but couldn't let himself to open his heart because of the hallucinations. He knew he will have them again because it was like this 2 times with his parents and his captain. That's probably why he called MC everyday for guidance. He loved him and wanted to see him but at the same time he had to restrain himself so he won't suffer again (new hallucinations about new loved one). After loosing memories he forgot why he can't fall in love because at that time he had memories before being Esper (everyone died later). When he regained memories he didn't remember everything but body remembered and he gave up thinking maybe it'll be alright but it wasn't. But in the end MC saved him and happy ending
Ok so~
ML loses his memories because he went berserk. MC wasn't with him at that time so ML woke up without his memories.
Next:
Fluff, Cute af ML without his memories of being Esper (that's important!), flowers, butterflies ect
Next:
ML got his memories back. He's rude again but starts to melt because his body remember MC and how much he love him. "Brakes are failing" and it's the beginning of the problems.
Next:
ML suffers, MC don't understand what's happening.
Next:
MC understand that ML suffers because of hallucinations (seeing loved ones dying). In case of MLs parents, he knew that they're dead so he could control those hallucinations and his powers. MC is still alive, he love him too much and can't fight those new hallucinations because Dowon is alive and it's driving ML crazy.
Next:
ML loses control again and goes berserk (harbor incident) but because MC is with him he was in better condition that at first. It turns out that MC is too weak (MC after regaining memories got stronger) and he decides to take pills to get stronger at guiding (ML in unconscious and might lose memory again if MC won't guide him properly).
Next:
MC guided ML (i think so coz they didn't show this) that's why ML woke up with memories. MC almost died because guiding ML was still too hard and because of side effects of pills. But generally he wake up and yey ML remember him.
SUMMARY:
ML falled in love with MC at the very first sight but couldn't let himself to open his heart because of the hallucinations. He knew he will have them again because it was like this 2 times with his parents and his captain. That's probably why he called MC everyday for guidance. He loved him and wanted to see him but at the same time he had to restrain himself so he won't suffer again (new hallucinations about new loved one). After loosing memories he forgot why he can't fall in love because at that time he had memories before being Esper (everyone died later). When he regained memories he didn't remember everything but body remembered and he gave up thinking maybe it'll be alright but it wasn't. But in the end MC saved him and happy ending
Hope it helps ╮(￣▽￣)╭