It would satisfy my desire to punish and inflict suffering on people who hurt me the same way even if I would never do it in real life. I just want scheudenfraude and karma. Watch them burn.
if anyone comes something with anger or revenge is only poisonous to you and forgiveness is the answer just shut up, I don't want to hear it. I'm tired of understanding and I went through that phase and it just makes me angrier n can understand the reasons but | don . have to erase my anger for
So yeah kinda wish mc was a terrible asshole
By its their normal i mean they grew up with it and suffered under it too.
And i get it’s perhaps more realistic to portray the mc as a balanced person than a villain because most ppl are not born evil
I do like how real this kinda is
Also for relatability and to portray the conditions perhaps
If mc was more shitty and actually a dickhead psycho narc criminal maybe I’d enjoy him getting beat and suffering instead of feeling bad because it’s a way of karma/revenge satisfaction (although improper and perpetrates a bad cycle or whateverrr). Some abusive ppl are abusive because it’s their normal and some are genuinely narcs who only care about themselves…. Probably.
Maybe I should read on to find out more and I’ll think about more stuff like how pos like Jingi ended up where he is and maybe making the story about abusing a narc psycho mc is actually a bad idea or something ¯_(ツ)_/¯